Spring

I have noticed that the last few weeks, maybe even months I have been dark, miserable and just not pleasant to be with. I tended to focus on the difficulties of life - be that work, relationships or weather! The thing is, when you feel like you are surrounded in misery; misery is all you see and ultimately feel.

I don't really care for spring, but with that said, spring on the West coast is certainly different than in the prairies. I am excited to get my garden in and I am planning to plant different veggies this year. My apple tree has more blossoms an I can count and my rhubarb is taking off! It is a new ball season and I am on a new team in a highly competitive league.

Work continues to be a difficult place to be and I could really use a few months off. But with that said, I am finding my workplace to be increasingly more supportive. I need to learn to relax and slow down my place, lower my expectations of myself and those around me.

It is unlikely this "dark horse" is taking a ride on a pretty unicorn through rainbow land. But It is up to me to get my head out of the muck. There is light out there and I need to start training myself to see it.



The day is gorgeous, I am not sure how it will be spent but I will enjoy what comes my way.